Tuesday, November 25, 2008

YOU really have to go?

few days ago..
one of my friends told me
maybe you are going to change school
in my mind think that
why cant you stay for 1 more year
just 1 year..?
it is so hard FOR?


i already listen to what you say
try my best to
dont SO CLOSE with you
dont STAND near you
dont CALL you
dont SMS you
dont MSN you
dont VIEW your profile
dont HELP YOU,when you need HELPS.

maybe sometime i might be lose control..
to sms or call you
but do you know?
i'm losing my mind
you make me
cant balance my life
i cant sleep well in this whole day long, between this few days
especially today
i been tired of dont let the tears drop~
but at last
the tears drop on my face and i try to smile
because if you really change to that school
maybe you can find someone that can takecare of you.


no matter what is your answer..
you choose to LEAVE or GO..
i just wanna be with you
BUT NOT YOUR LOVER..
NOT EVEN YOUR FRIEND
just
be the one
when you need someone to scold or hit..
i will always right here
and
i know that i dont have the right to say that I LOVE YOU..
but
i really love you..

Friday, November 14, 2008

LaST day of the forM 4 school's LIFE



 god.
time passed so fast
now already november..
and today is the last day of form 4 school's life
"the last day of form 4 school's life" mean
the smell of SPM i can smell
"the smell of DEATH"...


school holidays coming..
HOLIDAYS?
i dont think is a holidays
because
need to have
tuition class
and
study
anyways
tell honestly
i'm going to miss her..
because i DO....
 






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SCHOOL FEES







my school fees increase again
now is RM 9250
last time i heard that only increase until rm 7ooo smthg...
dont knw why increase until that~
anyway
dont care so much
haiz
next year is SPM..

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

It's still YOU..


do you know?
you are still in my mind
i already trying my best to forget about you
not to being so close with you 
it is last time can't really let go of you?
even myself also dont know it

in my mind
i still remember
the way you smile
the way you laugh
the way you cry
the way you talk
the way you angry
the way you scolding me


i still remember
even everytime you scolded me hardly and ask me to dont disturb you
i thought get scolded from you
i will hate you or at least learn how to protect myself
but 
do you know?
it doesn't work...

i did't wish that i can be your someone else~
i just hope that i can be the one 
telling you is alright
sharing the smiles and tears you drop.
even just FRIEND
that is enough for me.

sometime, i think that really HATE THAT I LOVE YOU.




TODAY

today
i went to school..
i thought that will be a boring day
because yesterday really is a boring day
anyways 
today quiet happy~
we played many games
"21","heart attack" and " KING"
i won rm 0.20 sen in "21"
other then that,
playing "KING" that time
i kena dare to
sit under the table and sing,,WTF..it looks really STUPID
i still remember the king is STUPID LEE KIET YIN(chipsmore)..




Sunday, November 9, 2008

LIFE IS TOO SHORT

I realize something
"LIFE IS TOO SHORT"
because 
today
i receive a message that
i always buy handphones from him that boss "PASS AWAY"
he pass away just 1 month ago
he just 3o smthg, haven marry yet
i still remember 
i met him when i was standard 6
between this few years,whole of my family's handphones also bought from him
because
he can serve us the BESTEST services
*the CHEAPEST price*
*any phones problem just give back him, and he will settle it(without changing any extra money)*
oh god..last month i just saw him
and ask him for the price of N96..
it's too FAST
why LIFE IS SO SHORT?
 
So people TREASURE everything that u have
likes your
FAMILY MEMBERS
FRIENDS
LOVER
TEACHERS
MAID
DOGS
HOUSES
HANDPHONES
IPOD
MACBOOK
TV
or the beats of your heart?

hehe..anyways i realize that "don't think too much,let it be natural"
live with HAPPYNESS,even that life is SHORT.