YOU really have to go?

few days ago..

one of my friends told me

maybe you are going to change school

in my mind think that

why cant you stay for 1 more year

just 1 year..?

it is so hard FOR?

i already listen to what you say

try my best to

dont SO CLOSE with you

dont STAND near you

dont CALL you

dont SMS you

dont MSN you

dont VIEW your profile

dont HELP YOU,when you need HELPS.

maybe sometime i might be lose control..

to sms or call you

but do you know?

i'm losing my mind

you make me

cant balance my life

i cant sleep well in this whole day long, between this few days

especially today

i been tired of dont let the tears drop~

but at last

the tears drop on my face and i try to smile

because if you really change to that school

maybe you can find someone that can takecare of you.

no matter what is your answer..

you choose to LEAVE or GO..

i just wanna be with you

BUT NOT YOUR LOVER..

NOT EVEN YOUR FRIEND

just

be the one

when you need someone to scold or hit..

i will always right here

and

i know that i dont have the right to say that I LOVE YOU..

but

i really love you..

LaST day of the forM 4 school's LIFE

 god.

time passed so fast

now already november..

and today is the last day of form 4 school's life

"the last day of form 4 school's life" mean

the smell of SPM i can smell

"the smell of DEATH"...

school holidays coming..

HOLIDAYS?

i dont think is a holidays

because

need to have

tuition class

and

study

anyways

tell honestly

i'm going to miss her..

because i DO....

 

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SCHOOL FEES

my school fees increase again

now is RM 9250

last time i heard that only increase until rm 7ooo smthg...

dont knw why increase until that~

anyway

dont care so much

haiz

next year is SPM..

It's still YOU..

do you know?

you are still in my mind

i already trying my best to forget about you

not to being so close with you 

it is last time can't really let go of you?

even myself also dont know it

in my mind

i still remember

the way you smile

the way you laugh

the way you cry

the way you talk

the way you angry

the way you scolding me

i still remember

even everytime you scolded me hardly and ask me to dont disturb you

i thought get scolded from you

i will hate you or at least learn how to protect myself

but 

do you know?

it doesn't work...

i did't wish that i can be your someone else~

i just hope that i can be the one 

telling you is alright

sharing the smiles and tears you drop.

even just FRIEND

that is enough for me.

sometime, i think that really HATE THAT I LOVE YOU.

TODAY

today

i went to school..

i thought that will be a boring day

because yesterday really is a boring day

anyways 

today quiet happy~

we played many games

"21","heart attack" and " KING"

i won rm 0.20 sen in "21"

other then that,

playing "KING" that time

i kena dare to

sit under the table and sing,,WTF..it looks really STUPID

i still remember the king is STUPID LEE KIET YIN(chipsmore)..

LIFE IS TOO SHORT

I realize something

"LIFE IS TOO SHORT"

because 

today

i receive a message that

i always buy handphones from him that boss "PASS AWAY"

he pass away just 1 month ago

he just 3o smthg, haven marry yet

i still remember 

i met him when i was standard 6

between this few years,whole of my family's handphones also bought from him

because

he can serve us the BESTEST services

*the CHEAPEST price*

*any phones problem just give back him, and he will settle it(without changing any extra money)*

oh god..last month i just saw him

and ask him for the price of N96..

it's too FAST

why LIFE IS SO SHORT?

 

So people TREASURE everything that u have

likes your

FAMILY MEMBERS

FRIENDS

LOVER

TEACHERS

MAID

DOGS

HOUSES

HANDPHONES

IPOD

MACBOOK

TV

or the beats of your heart?

hehe..anyways i realize that "don't think too much,let it be natural"

live with HAPPYNESS,even that life is SHORT.

Chinese CHESS

haha

2day i got my examination there is English paper 1 n 2 and EST paper 2

but english papers is quiet hard

i wish dat i can pass

after the english paper 2

we got a break and normal time table

from 11.45a.m until 2.30p.m

then will be continue the EST paper 2

after we having our break

we all back to the class

no more "pushing door'' game

hehe..

then all of them chatting and some of them on9 wif their mac book

sook yee,cherie,kiet yin, ruby and see khee(AUNTIE GANG)

are busy chatting

i dont understand

why they all got so many thing to chat

i was sitting behind them

i can hear they all chatting about girl's thing

like how to dress up,bra and boys

i got nth to do

sitting behind them and being BLUR

THEN

suddenly pei ying take out her chinese chess from her locker

she giv the chess to me and yew kuan play~

i still remember the last time i play is when i was standard 6

hehe

at last

I WON him~

then until pei ying turn play wif me

at last i also WON

Then pei ying feel like dont want to play

she go and join the "AUNTIE GANG"

THEN

i continue play the chess wif yew kuan,hong yaip and ken they all

but at last i LOSE

but

when me and yew kuan 1 team

are damn FUNNY

he make me laugh until my stomach pain

both of us "pakat" and make hong yaip angry

actually not only us

KEN also joined

haha

FUNNY DAY

*photo will be upload soon.........*

SCHOOL REOPEN~

today is the 1st day of school reopening~
haiz
feel like dont want to take exam because i felt damn sleeply and still having holiday's mood.
luckly 2day my examination is BAHASA MELAYU paper 1 n 2 and EST paper 1
during BM papers,,i do finish as fast as i can
then i go to sleep..
THEN
after the BM paper 2 we got lunch
we all went for our lunch then go back to class
to have out last paper of 2day(EST)
we chat and chat~ and SAMBIL wait for the teacher come and give us the exam paper of EST
when all ppl chatting and laughing~
then the ivin,ching jin, yew kuan and scott playing the "PUSHING DOOR"
1st they all left ivin outside the behind door and some of them (jaga pintu) of the front door and behind door
THEN
dont knw y
i also joined this game
i asked them give ivin come in and push yew kuan outside
haha
yew kuan really is a STRONG man..
me,ivin,ching jin,scott (jaga) the behind door
and
sook yee,cherie,ruby,pui yee (jaga) the front door
he keep on banging and pushing the door
at last~
he WON..!!!
THEN
dont knw y
until cherie teh turn~
we all left her outside and close the door and start the game
this time almost the whole class joined
haha~we are so childish
then she run to the front door and the behind door also can't get it
mayb she too skinny~

SUDDENLY
puan zainab come in
we all still dont knw ..keep on playing
then cherie told me "pn zainab ar..!! let me come in.! dont play liao"..i thought she is telling lie
want us to let her come in
then
suddenly the class so quiet
then pn zainab come in and standing to stare all d ppl
she scolded us
'"what are u all doing there? it's final exam..n0 need to study?
even form 1 also did't play this kind of game..u all are form 4 now
if form 3 still nevermind(she teached us science when we're form 3,dat time she quiet a straight teacher) somemore now she is the head of displin..wah.."
luckly she come from the front door
but sook yee and ken are so unluckly
because she just saw 2 of them playing

THEN
the teacher come in (She come late)..and give us the paper of EST
and we started the examination
and pn zainab asked sook yee and ken stay back after school go to see her ..haiz
hope they will be FINE..
may the god bless you=)