my life after SPM.

sorry for longtime didn't update my blog.

its almost a month didnt update..haha.

kinda lazy nowadays..

firstly i decided to study "foundation in business" ..which is march intakes

but nowadays i realise

"foundation in business" is not that simple that i thought~

and slowly i felt that is likes not suitable for me.

CAUSE

i worry study until half-way only realise not really understand.

then i can't catch up,then will be waste time n parent's money...

so now i have to look around the world...

and think properly.

"which roads"..im choosing.

even im slow,compared with others.

but at least i hope that im choosing the sharp n right way.

*10.44p.m*

*2 of february 2010*

welcome 2010!

people,

hurray!!!!!!!

new year is just around the corner

nope,i mean just 1 more day

to our

2010 year....

welcome 2010 year!!!

i'm goin to be 18 years old

time passed really fast.

anyways

tomorrow

goin to KLCC

then

having party at kiet eie's house..

*1.51a.m*

*31 of december 2009*

don't worry !

don't worry~

don't feel that you're alone cause i'm here

always here...

you should think in better way

that is you can more concentrate on your studies~

you can be more confident that you can score well next year~

no matter what happend it is.

you can just look around ~

i'm just right beside you anytime.=)

*4.55a.m*

*31 of december 2009*

我不介意！

原来为了你

我学会了写华语。

也因为你

我愿意失去了我平常的冷静。。

虽然,

感情会伤人 。。

但是

心碎也没关系

等待也没关系

因为

人群之中我只能看见你 。。

因为

只要你一笑， 我可以什么都不介意..

*19 of december 2009*

*2.35p.m*

i'm lost.

don't know why

tonight really hard to fall asleep for me.

looking at the mac book's time

jump from seconds by seconds, minutes by minutes..

i felt that myself why so badluck.

i'm totally lost.

i felt so helpless

i felt that myself so useless.

i dont know what are you thinking now.

i don't know what is in your mind.

i already told you

she mean nothing to me.

if you don't believe me..

nevermind, i'm gonna use the rest of my time to prove it to you.

*4.20a.m*

*17 of december 2009*

third week of SPM

finished my accounts n science papers

wakakakak...

For accounts paper,paper 1 i got 29 over 40

but paper 2 is quiet difficult~

anyways i try my best to do it

For science paper, paper 1 i used AK-47 to "tembak" all the questions

n paper 2 used 1 hour pretending know how to do in the exam hall

haiz~

give up in science papers.

besides that,3 of december.

been together 2 months~

today,went to midvalley with my baby.

buy some clothes in topman n quiksilver

she helped me to choose it.=)

having lunch in midvalley.*sorry,forget wad we ate*

however,tonight i'm goin to overnight at her house

at midnight both of us felt hungry

so we decide order mcdonals

people..don't order mcdonals during midnight n rainning day

YOU KNOW WHAT?

we called almost 10++times for only the order-ing

and it takes almost an hour to reach

the most funny things is the mcdonals likes kena "WATER".

i think because of the rain

as you can see..the french fries looks so sticky.

but it taste good.

at this nugget..at 1st we order n the stupid mcdonals delivery

have to take second times to send.cause i think the motor guys fall asleep.

by the way, next week i got ECONOMICS n perdagangan papers.

hURRAY!!! left 2 more papers

SPM CANDIDATES..........................

do you smell "FREEDOM"?

haha.

i can SMELL it.

but i'm goin to MISS my highschool life

can't see my baby =(

*12.58am*

6 of december

second week of SPM

this week only got Mathematics n moral paper.

finally can said "goodbye" to moral paper

moral paper given us 2 n half hour to do.

but i used 1 n 15 minutes to finish n come out from the exam hall.

what to do.cause those definisi i got no time to memorise.

*sorry for the small moral notes that you wrote to me.i didt even memorise it=(*

besides that, between this whole week.

i ate 2 times of the steamboat at 100°C ..

somemore eating steamboat is just between a day.

the 1st day is after the maths paper.go n fetch angel n eat.

the 2sd day still the same.

if now mention to eat steamboat again..i feel likes wanna vomit already~

thursday,today !

today i wake up at 12noon

cause angel wanna take her report card n i have to clear-up my locker's books

go to her house pick her up

then go to school..

after taking her report card

we went to midvalley

we just go there for our "breakfast" and that time already 3something..haha.

cause both of us also haven eat our breakfast yet.

actually we wanna watch New moon but fully booked.

nevermind la, watch it next time~

however..

last times..Those people said

"love did't mean everythings la.."

even myself also agree with it.

but now..

i realise you mean everythings to me.=) stupid right?

12.41am

27 of november