i'm lost.

don't know why

tonight really hard to fall asleep for me.

looking at the mac book's time

jump from seconds by seconds, minutes by minutes..

i felt that myself why so badluck.

i'm totally lost.

i felt so helpless

i felt that myself so useless.

i dont know what are you thinking now.

i don't know what is in your mind.

i already told you

she mean nothing to me.

if you don't believe me..

nevermind, i'm gonna use the rest of my time to prove it to you.

*4.20a.m*

*17 of december 2009*