YOU really have to go?

few days ago..

one of my friends told me

maybe you are going to change school

in my mind think that

why cant you stay for 1 more year

just 1 year..?

it is so hard FOR?

i already listen to what you say

try my best to

dont SO CLOSE with you

dont STAND near you

dont CALL you

dont SMS you

dont MSN you

dont VIEW your profile

dont HELP YOU,when you need HELPS.

maybe sometime i might be lose control..

to sms or call you

but do you know?

i'm losing my mind

you make me

cant balance my life

i cant sleep well in this whole day long, between this few days

especially today

i been tired of dont let the tears drop~

but at last

the tears drop on my face and i try to smile

because if you really change to that school

maybe you can find someone that can takecare of you.

no matter what is your answer..

you choose to LEAVE or GO..

i just wanna be with you

BUT NOT YOUR LOVER..

NOT EVEN YOUR FRIEND

just

be the one

when you need someone to scold or hit..

i will always right here

and

i know that i dont have the right to say that I LOVE YOU..

but

i really love you..

LaST day of the forM 4 school's LIFE

 god.

time passed so fast

now already november..

and today is the last day of form 4 school's life

"the last day of form 4 school's life" mean

the smell of SPM i can smell

"the smell of DEATH"...

school holidays coming..

HOLIDAYS?

i dont think is a holidays

because

need to have

tuition class

and

study

anyways

tell honestly

i'm going to miss her..

because i DO....

 

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SCHOOL FEES

my school fees increase again

now is RM 9250

last time i heard that only increase until rm 7ooo smthg...

dont knw why increase until that~

anyway

dont care so much

haiz

next year is SPM..

It's still YOU..

do you know?

you are still in my mind

i already trying my best to forget about you

not to being so close with you 

it is last time can't really let go of you?

even myself also dont know it

in my mind

i still remember

the way you smile

the way you laugh

the way you cry

the way you talk

the way you angry

the way you scolding me

i still remember

even everytime you scolded me hardly and ask me to dont disturb you

i thought get scolded from you

i will hate you or at least learn how to protect myself

but 

do you know?

it doesn't work...

i did't wish that i can be your someone else~

i just hope that i can be the one 

telling you is alright

sharing the smiles and tears you drop.

even just FRIEND

that is enough for me.

sometime, i think that really HATE THAT I LOVE YOU.

TODAY

today

i went to school..

i thought that will be a boring day

because yesterday really is a boring day

anyways 

today quiet happy~

we played many games

"21","heart attack" and " KING"

i won rm 0.20 sen in "21"

other then that,

playing "KING" that time

i kena dare to

sit under the table and sing,,WTF..it looks really STUPID

i still remember the king is STUPID LEE KIET YIN(chipsmore)..

LIFE IS TOO SHORT

I realize something

"LIFE IS TOO SHORT"

because 

today

i receive a message that

i always buy handphones from him that boss "PASS AWAY"

he pass away just 1 month ago

he just 3o smthg, haven marry yet

i still remember 

i met him when i was standard 6

between this few years,whole of my family's handphones also bought from him

because

he can serve us the BESTEST services

*the CHEAPEST price*

*any phones problem just give back him, and he will settle it(without changing any extra money)*

oh god..last month i just saw him

and ask him for the price of N96..

it's too FAST

why LIFE IS SO SHORT?

 

So people TREASURE everything that u have

likes your

FAMILY MEMBERS

FRIENDS

LOVER

TEACHERS

MAID

DOGS

HOUSES

HANDPHONES

IPOD

MACBOOK

TV

or the beats of your heart?

hehe..anyways i realize that "don't think too much,let it be natural"

live with HAPPYNESS,even that life is SHORT.