welcome 2010!

people,

hurray!!!!!!!

new year is just around the corner

nope,i mean just 1 more day

to our

2010 year....

welcome 2010 year!!!

i'm goin to be 18 years old

time passed really fast.

anyways

tomorrow

goin to KLCC

then

having party at kiet eie's house..

*1.51a.m*

*31 of december 2009*

don't worry !

don't worry~

don't feel that you're alone cause i'm here

always here...

you should think in better way

that is you can more concentrate on your studies~

you can be more confident that you can score well next year~

no matter what happend it is.

you can just look around ~

i'm just right beside you anytime.=)

*4.55a.m*

*31 of december 2009*

我不介意！

原来为了你

我学会了写华语。

也因为你

我愿意失去了我平常的冷静。。

虽然,

感情会伤人 。。

但是

心碎也没关系

等待也没关系

因为

人群之中我只能看见你 。。

因为

只要你一笑， 我可以什么都不介意..

*19 of december 2009*

*2.35p.m*

i'm lost.

don't know why

tonight really hard to fall asleep for me.

looking at the mac book's time

jump from seconds by seconds, minutes by minutes..

i felt that myself why so badluck.

i'm totally lost.

i felt so helpless

i felt that myself so useless.

i dont know what are you thinking now.

i don't know what is in your mind.

i already told you

she mean nothing to me.

if you don't believe me..

nevermind, i'm gonna use the rest of my time to prove it to you.

*4.20a.m*

*17 of december 2009*

third week of SPM

finished my accounts n science papers

wakakakak...

For accounts paper,paper 1 i got 29 over 40

but paper 2 is quiet difficult~

anyways i try my best to do it

For science paper, paper 1 i used AK-47 to "tembak" all the questions

n paper 2 used 1 hour pretending know how to do in the exam hall

haiz~

give up in science papers.

besides that,3 of december.

been together 2 months~

today,went to midvalley with my baby.

buy some clothes in topman n quiksilver

she helped me to choose it.=)

having lunch in midvalley.*sorry,forget wad we ate*

however,tonight i'm goin to overnight at her house

at midnight both of us felt hungry

so we decide order mcdonals

people..don't order mcdonals during midnight n rainning day

YOU KNOW WHAT?

we called almost 10++times for only the order-ing

and it takes almost an hour to reach

the most funny things is the mcdonals likes kena "WATER".

i think because of the rain

as you can see..the french fries looks so sticky.

but it taste good.

at this nugget..at 1st we order n the stupid mcdonals delivery

have to take second times to send.cause i think the motor guys fall asleep.

by the way, next week i got ECONOMICS n perdagangan papers.

hURRAY!!! left 2 more papers

SPM CANDIDATES..........................

do you smell "FREEDOM"?

haha.

i can SMELL it.

but i'm goin to MISS my highschool life

can't see my baby =(

*12.58am*

6 of december

second week of SPM

this week only got Mathematics n moral paper.

finally can said "goodbye" to moral paper

moral paper given us 2 n half hour to do.

but i used 1 n 15 minutes to finish n come out from the exam hall.

what to do.cause those definisi i got no time to memorise.

*sorry for the small moral notes that you wrote to me.i didt even memorise it=(*

besides that, between this whole week.

i ate 2 times of the steamboat at 100°C ..

somemore eating steamboat is just between a day.

the 1st day is after the maths paper.go n fetch angel n eat.

the 2sd day still the same.

if now mention to eat steamboat again..i feel likes wanna vomit already~

thursday,today !

today i wake up at 12noon

cause angel wanna take her report card n i have to clear-up my locker's books

go to her house pick her up

then go to school..

after taking her report card

we went to midvalley

we just go there for our "breakfast" and that time already 3something..haha.

cause both of us also haven eat our breakfast yet.

actually we wanna watch New moon but fully booked.

nevermind la, watch it next time~

however..

last times..Those people said

"love did't mean everythings la.."

even myself also agree with it.

but now..

i realise you mean everythings to me.=) stupid right?

12.41am

27 of november

1st week of SPM

this whole week is about SPM

finally finished BM,ENGLISH n SEJARAH papers

after SPM, bm n sej will never appears in my life anymore

but now still got 7 subjects papers to go~

nextweek i got my maths n moral papers

haiz~

besides that,

this whole week i see my baby almost every single day n it's outside from the school.=)

today we went to sunway pyramid

& having dinner there.

before that, we meet see khee in paparich..

they chat likes those AUNTIES.

so noisy..haha.

anyways

i love this whole week (skyping with her now)

wish to see you everysingle day.no matter for few minutes or hours.=)

*2.24a.m*

Apologize.

nextweek's wednesday is 1st day of spm

but yesterday's night still hang out with some friends.

nothing special..they are

ching jin,marcus,ching xong,steven and my bro

6 of us have no luck.

wanna watch 2012

but there are fully booked.

then yam cha until 12 something.

while drove back home.. i feel abit tired~

when reached home.

again. n again

dont know why.

i used to sleep~

same things..it happend yesterday's night

skyping with my baby.

but skyping until half way.

i fall asleep again.*damn f****

i would like to apologize to my baby.

and

you didt said anything abt me

or even a single word.

for me,i would hope better than you scold me or complain abt me.

but you just keep quiet n let me sleep.

thanks for your understanding.=)

Aishiteru, baby.

*this photo taken by last week*

*11.47 a.m*

*spm still got 4 days to go*

96 hours to go.....

lucky everythings is okay now.

no matter what it is..

appreciate every single day that spend with you.

baby,you're living inside my heart.

.. deeply.....

nextweek, having SPM exam.

my gosh..time passed so fast

seriously i haven ready for this..

damn it.

anyways.i wil try my best for doing the BEST.

*5.51pm*

As long everythings between us can be fine at the end.

i don't mind how we fight.

cause

i can't sleep through the pain~

7.46p.m

our one month anniversary

this morning after i updated my blog

went to b's house

bought her a perfume.

don't know whether she like it or not.

reached her house first, then after 45 minutes her friend only come

i haven't ate my breakfast

her house don't have any foods.

so we decided order domino.

then

her friend wanna sing k

so we stay in the living room there.

after sing k,

we watched some singapore's drama in her room

TIME passed so fast,especially having a sweet time with her.

i just read her blog.

"P/S Gyn bought a perfume from 'Sasa' today.

Forget to say thank you to her some more.

I say here consider or not?

ありがとうございます"

okay la,thankyou accepted.hehe.=)

anyways.

this is our one month anniversary

i don't know how long we can be together

how long i can be with you

i just appreciate every single day with you.

when you're happy

when your tears drop

just be the one right here for you

*11something pm*

haiz.

PEOPLE 1 month, i 1 month..

but while chatting on the skype

deng~

i also can fall asleep

really sorry to my baby cause yesterday's night really tired.

I heart you,baby.=)

*10.07a.m*

i miss those days that spend with you.

that day i really hate myself that you got a cut from your hands

my mistake to leave you walk alone there.

if there is one more times, i wont let you walk~

yesterday's night i met you.

even the moment we met is short

or maybe did not talk that much.

but looking into your eyes.

i felt that we're likes chatting to each other.

is just without sound..

but time passed so fast.

when you needs to go back home.

when i'm leaving.

when i'm looking back from the carside's mirror.

baby,do you know...

i don't feel likes leaving..

i miss you so much.

*1.10p.m*

HURRAY!!!!!!

finally.

i got my driving license.=)

i wanna thanks to a person.

i still remember

when those day..

from listenning undang until taking the driving test

she is always right here beside me.

thanks baby.=)

when your tears drop~

yesterday's night

finally you tell me what your personal message write for.

when i heard the crying sound come out from the cellphone.

i felt that myself are so useless

can't even help you to solve your problem.

baby,i just don't want see your tears drop.

but it hurts when you told me that you're unhappy.

i wanna be the one who share anythings with you.

i know maybe i can't do anythings for you

but i can be the good listener.

anytime you feel that you needs someone to talk to

i'm always here with you.

because i just want you to be happy.

baby.

i feel so inlove with you..

i wanna said 3 words

easy n simple

I love you=)

It's the TIME

Alright.I admit.

the feeling is getting stronger.

last time i'm not sure whether the feelings on you is what?

but nowadays.especially those days that we been so close.

i find out when you tell me that someone wanna go after you.

the next day,i'll try to avoid you cause

i worried that i really fall in love with you

but my heart will feel heartache

when im pretending~

i know i'm kinda stupid.

there's something i gotta tell you

i can't continue pretending

cause the feeling is taking control of me.

THE ONLY WORD i wanna said out loud

yea,I admit that I LOVE YOU.

i don't know whether you really love me or not~

but i dont care

as long as I can always right beside you then it's fine for me.=)

UPDATE~

longtime never update my blog~

cause busy for the trial

having trial exam for the whole month

then,

my macbook got so many problem

now

my mac's MOTHERBOARD spoil

my warranty is over somemore~

anyways

tomorrow go to pui yee's house for the BBQ party.

my belated birthday

today,

i come to school as usual

some of my friends wish me a belated birthday

my friends's face looks weird.

then go down canteen as usual.

after i finished my break,

then they said take out the cake..

i feel kinda suprised cause i though they all just sing me a birthday song.

but i did't aspect got a cake.

somemore got 3 cake.

then,

they want me to say something.

anyways

i feel that is my luck to meet all of you.

if between this 5 year i did some mistake ~

i would using this chance to say a sorry to all of you

cause i know last time im a hot temper person..haha..

and

i'm so glad then got a gang of friends likes u guys.

even that sometimes we argue.

but really is my luckiest to have a gang of friends like u guys.

few more months.

we're leaving each and others.

i would likes to say a "thankyou" to all of you.

sometimes i feel that im alone.

but with u guys.. i feel that at least im not that alone..

really thanks for today, thanks for everything

even that today is a normal day

but for me

is special enough.

especially thanks to sook yee,steven n yee mun *homemade cake*..

kiet eie*homemade cake n everthings.*

and

yew kuan *thanks for everthings*

ruby,sebastian,kennie *thanks for the shirts*

ivin *thanks for the stupid toy*

and

sze yiing * thanks for the sing*

those people here are thanks for everthing

jing yi,pei ying,ching jin ,pui yee,see khee, amira, akmal,sheila, cheng fai,woan yin,suk yan,hui san, cherie, pei shuen n pei jei, presley,lynus,kenneth,ali,kelvin..........*sorry that if i missed ur name*

another then thankyou, i don't know what else i can said.

that is the end of today..

yew kuan said tommorrow going to give me special stuff.

hehe.still guessing what is that.

*********photo will be upload soon*********

what a normal day..

last saturday,

i went to my auntie's house and met my cousins 

just a normal day nothing special.

1 of my cousin..MAY so mafan~

we took some photo

then she wants me to upload.(belanja me makan ar~).

k lar, upload ady ..

no more complain~haha..=)

爱上一个人的6个预兆

爱上一个人的6个预兆

1.当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了

2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了

3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线 时,你会急著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了

4.当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了

5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上他了

6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她 / 他了........................................